Huff Huff, who’s there? “Your wandering heart it is..” “Oh back so early from spy world”, “yes, it’s so hurtful out there.” Seeing things I can’t feel, feeling things I’m… Read more “Heart on a Mission.”
Month: September 2015
Some are born this way..
We aren’t all sane. We aren’t all pre positively wired. We aren’t all mentally attitudinally intact. But we should be sensitive to each other. We aren’t aliens,… Read more “Some are born this way..”
That itch the silence from him gives your heart!
Has anyone ever felt vulnerable, up to the point of smashing down pride and just being confused. When we think we really like some one of the… Read more “That itch the silence from him gives your heart!”
Tonight’s musing
I’m lonely. There’s no one I genuinely can talk to and automatically feel better, I ignore most of my current conversations till I get bored.
I’m sad. I find myself unhappy for no definite reason a range of thoughts just evade me.
I’m angry. It seems like no matter how hard I try and no matter how it seems like I’m happy it never lasts longer than a minute, I feel under par.
I’m confused. I know not whether I’m actually a person who is loved or who barely exists.
I hurt. Every time these headaches overwhelm me and I have a fever, feeling extremely sick. The pain extends through my head, heart, face, muscles, everywhere!
I wallow in thoughts. I’m trying to think rather than exist. To escape from the bitter reality and make a better something of what seems like a hopeless tragedy.
I wonder. Am I self destructive? Can I ever be fully happy and less stressed?
No answers. I think 24/7, yet nothing. What a mirage of a world. We seem to see solutions but it’s all a group of temporary / non feasible / unrealistic ideas.
I have a massive headache is the last thing I know for the night… Xx
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